Mass downloading spreeeee

The Strokes - First Impressions Of Earth
Phoenix - Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
Acceptance - Phantoms
Muse - The Resistance
Julian Casablancas - Phrazes for the Young
Ra Ra Riot - The Rhumb Line
Frou Frou - Details
Saosin - Saosin
Franz Ferdinand - Franz Ferdinand
2PM - 1:59PM

It'll take forever for me to finish listening to all of them zzz, doesn't stop me from downloading albums at one go even when i always end up neglecting some of them. Especially when there's only 100MB left on my iPod.
I have this feeling i'll end up listening to the 2PM album the most anyway. Sometimes i feel like i'm downloading for the sake of it. I think i need to buy an external HD for my music alone.

Sinking back into ~depressed mood.
Sigh OP prac x 4316845 + reading up in prep for q&a.

Planks and care-bears give me a sense of failure.
Side-planks give me a sense of accomplishment.

Mir is my new fav thing in kpop yay.


I need to learn how to express myself in shorter and less convoluted sentences. while working on my i&r, i realised that one of my points = one paragraph = made up of one sentence. Also, the comments 'too long', 'too convoluted', 'should be another sentence/paragraph' appear way too often in my essays.
If i don't stop and look at what i'm writing, normally i won't stop and move on to the next sentence at all, it's perfectly usual for me to just go on and extend the sentence for as long as i want, sometimes even without punctuation, and this gets even worse online, as i end up typing in chunks non-stop without punctuation because that's how thoughts flow in my head and all my sentences become vvv long paragraphs that make me seem like someone who kind of sucks at english. ← This chunk is an example of a sentence i would usually write if i don't backtrack urgh.

I haven't been in the mood to post for a v long time - too lazy to randomly list the mundane aspects of life, too lazy to dig out any possibly meaningful thoughts in my mind and express them in words.

The biggest goal for these holidays: to be less useless and more hardworking in all aspects of life, i.e. work towards not fucking up next year.

Liverpool...it's going to be a long season ahead. Admittedly, i've been a lot less into watching football this season, so i'm hardly as affected as last season, but the Fulham match succeeded in getting rid of all my midnight hunger pangs and bringing on a headache.

헤어지지 못하는 여자, 떠나가지 못하는 남자  The girl who can't break up; the man who can't leave.
K-hip-hop-pop (lol idek) is pretty good, compared to mainstream kpop, especially with regard to the lyrics. I had this long rant in my head about how it's so much easier recommending korean pop music than say, english indie music, because of how limited korean music genres are compared to the spectrum of indie sub-genres etc, but i'm too lazy to go into it so i'll just leave it like this.

PW = Painful work. Bad moods all around, can't bloody wait for the whole thing to be over and done with.

1 more day 1 more day 1 more day 1 MORE DAY.
I can get though a 3 hour math paper and not screw up 2 essays after that for lit fbjhagfjguhglaga.
So far, nothing was good. GP AQ was a pos, econs case study was totally screwed (answer for 10m q shorter than 3m q wtf), econs essays weren't exactly awesome too, chemistry was upsetting because the paper was actually pretty easy but my brain abandoned me and i couldn't remember so much shit, especially during section b - i just wanted to kill myself (ok not really i just felt like banging my head against something) because i didn't have the mental energy to recall the mechanisms and whatnot. I am going to sleep earlier tonight even if i can't finish revising everything i want to ):
Not looking good ):

McQueen is sf awesome. Casting aside all the initial "seen before/totally channeling Chalayan etc" thoughts, everything is...wow. The prints, the construction of the clothes - kind of makes you realise why so many people love fashion amidst all the superficiality and issues with the industry. You can't deny the craftsmanship and talent needed to churn such collections out.
Lol i sound like some ~fashion lover~, it's all merely a side-interest tbh.

I wonder how long i'll take to get sick of k-pop again. My top-played list is now filled with songs i wouldn't like to admit listening to so many times, sigh guilty pleasures.

"Relationships just can't stay the same, can they? Can't always be lovely and lush and not full of weird silences all the time. People can't always be perfect, 'cause that's not real, is it? It's not real 'cause things change. Don't they?"
- Skins

I'm always telling myself to go back and finish up Skins, Supernatural, get back/into a couple of shows but idk i feel like i'll never really have the time to get to it, even during the holidays.

K naptime then last-minute mugging again.

The internet is so distracting.

• Nadal losing,
• Kanye West being a douchebag at the VMAs,
• all the performances at the VMAs,
• NYFW!!! (massive saving of pictures),
• previews of SHINee's photobook,
• 2PM getting pulled off all the shows - Wooyoung & Taecyeon quitting Inkigayo + Nichkhun not appearing on Star King anymore,
• the Korean Incheon festival that came out on sat with 46725468745 performances that i haven't watched yet - besides Jaebum's (last?) performance with 2PM where Wooyoung had ~tears in his eyes~ and Taecyeon was epic-pissed,
• Serena Williams threatening the linesjudge "i'll shove a fucking ball down your fucking throat" in the semi-final and receiving a point penalty on matchpoint wtf,
• new sponsorship deal for Liverpool (ew Standard Chartered looks gross on the shirt),
• SJ-M's new MV (HAHAHAHA THEIR CHINESE HAHAHAHAHA)

And most of it is from yesterday and i'm just catching up now zzz.
Exciting things please quit happening because i'm really trying to study for promos now, i wasted most of the september holidays away.

I have newfound love for G-Dragon after watching Big Bang/GD TV. His album is pretty good too. 3rd favourite K-pop idol after Onew and Wooyoung now hahaha.
Sigh i miss photoshop.

So much homework and revision and misc crap to take care of D:
Can't take it i'm going to go nap then wake up and handle everything.
Though, maybe i should be thankful about being busy because it takes time away from bothering about other probably-pointless matters, if that makes sense.

I think sometimes i like feeling so lethargic, i can't care about anything anymore, can't think, and just do and take things as they come. I know this sounds like emo crap but it's nothing except me feeling very lazy and detached now.
I should be working on the written report for project work. Instead i'm reading kpop fanfics, and btw, why is it so hard to find good fics that are not romance-based (esp slash oh god), the last fanfic i remember i really liked was some battle royale-setting fic with je boys killing each other, that one was awesome.
I feel like i should have this mug of milo and cookies in front of me or something. I'll go curl up with chick lit and cocopops soon. Maybe watch an ep of Wild Bunny and laugh my ass off before that. Wooyoung is so dorky and likeable zomg.

Yesterday, i filed all my notes and stuff (okay maybe i still have math to deal with) and the amount of stuff to study is overwhelming D:
I mean, RJC is only up to government intervention for econs, which is lecture series 9 for us and we have till lecture series 15 for the promos?!!

Oh fffffffuuuuu i forgot about the Belgian GP.
I want to download 2pm performances/idol army/wild bunny/abracadabra perfs to put on my phone/ipod but i'm feeling too lazy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Math screwed screwed screwed. Econs wasn't that bad, though my question 1 was quite fail because i didn't mention the multiplier effect at all.

My mom has promised to buy me and my siblings something each, my brother is asking for some Arsenal bag, my sister is asking for a duffel bag, and i think i'm going to buy clothes or sth.
And after looking online it's like, actually there's a shit load of things i want to buy: clothes, magazines, stationery (notebooks and colour pens!), books, bags, shoes etc.

( Why would you lie about anything at all? )

The term 'time heals all' (or you know, anything along those lines) is so bloody cliche, i really hate using it because it really sounds retardedly corny. Though tbh, i think time really solves a lot of problems. Or maybe it's just that over time, you are just too tired to care anymore, and grow to accept whatever that's left.

From today onwards, i will start being more hardworking and study more. I shall only be on the computer for a maximum of two hours a day unless i need extra time to complete homework that requires the use of the computer.
Which means, i have only about half an hour left on the Internet D:

I've really been in this weirdo ~korean mood these few days. I just uploaded about 6 random SHINee MVs/performances into my iPod and was watching them during econs lecture today. I bet this will last till maybe October. The day when i don't find Onew cute anymore will be a sad day ): Like when the day when i no longer found Jaejoong attractive in any way ):
kpopsecretmeme has been occupying my time on the internet these two days. JE hate memes are still more fun to read, but this is good enough to occupy me when i'm bored hahaha.


Good looking people look good in anything, his uniform actually looks suspiciously like our school official attire thingy without the brown blazer. If guys irl really looked like that, school would be totally awesome.

YEAH I KNOW LIVERPOOL LOST.
I don't know what to say about it, except that it was kind of expected, and that i get more and more pissed with Alonso leaving each day. D: D:
Man U fans and their strangely logical arguments that i can't refute are annoying.
Sports suck now, Nadal obviously hasn't recovered from his injury and is playing like shit, F1 is not happening, and football is not looking good.

And (500) Days of Summer's release date here got pushed to the end of September WTF WTF WTF it's like one week away from promos how do you expect me to go and watch it then?!!!!!!!!

(500) Days of Summer zomg zomg i want to watch this so badly i don't even understand why. Next friday next friday or even thursday k anyone wants to watch with me? Idc tbh some way or another i'm just going to drag someone to watch with me.


I want to watch The Proposal too but i'm sure there are others who want to watch it too so i'm not too bothered.

I have decided i will be saving up for one final shopping trip near the end of this month before i plunge into studying for promos. I want to buy a book (some thick book that can last me for some time idk Catch 22 or sth), one of the thick september issue fashion magazines, clothes (use up my lousy $10 taka voucher and buy other random cheap clothes hahaha) and probably nice-looking stationery to motivate me to study.

Spent some time yesterday sorting out the treasury records for soccer, feel quite accomplished now and especially happy because i'm going to get money back from the leftovers from JTS :D I also finished Chapter 2 for PW, super slow but well, at least i'm finally done with it.
Today is rushing math hw/revision plus GP hw day. Have a lit test on wednesday, but i'm not even sure what i'm supposed to study. If it's on WSS i'm dead, i haven't even finished reading the book yet.

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I miss watching sports, F1 next week, Montreal and Nadal (!!!!! so excited, i hope he's really well this time round), PL starting soon too, can't wait :D I'm worried about how Liverpool will do though, pre-season hasn't really been promising, and even though people always say pre-season doesn't count for anything, it is still worrying.

Some men die under the mountain just looking for gold
Some die looking for a hand to hold

I know everything's disjointed, some of it is from yesterday, some from today, so yeah.

Ankle hurts like 32$#ghg%&E#^$hf whenever i accidentally twist it in a certain direction. Annoying as fuck, probably have to go see a doctor now that it's been two weeks and it's still like that. I want to play squash on saturday D:

Zzz need hip-hop music or recommendations for music to listen to while in the gym/doing PT.

My phone and my computer hate me, my laptop is junk as usual, my internet connection hates me, my dad is in a bad mood, my room and table are in an annoying mess, my eom sucks and i want to sleep.
I want to be happy but sometimes it's just difficult.

I don't know what i really want.

Zomg i'm fucking writing random poetry for no reason halfway while doing eom, i must be going crazy. Bloody lit is making me a weirdo.

This is a lousy entry, sorry (for the profanities too).

Alonso ):
I will miss watching him play, and i'll probably feel like strangling myself if i have to watch him play with Ronaldo, so i guess that's that.
And this means i'll have to change my jersey number because it holds no significance now. ):

Today was a loooong day.
National Day celeb was short, went out with nicolea sylvie jasmin (inter-class bonding hahaha, though i'll probably be 10 times happier with my class if the four of us were all in the same class) after that, watched Up, then cca exco jts + arcade!
It was awesome and fun, but i'm tired now.
Too tired to think about stuff i want to think about, to decide what to not think about, to clean up the mess in my room, to worry about the amount of work i have over the next few days etc.
Time to sleep and leave everything to tomorrow.

I'm honestly feeling stressed and tired for the first time in a very long while.

Chemistry lecture test on monday, i really really do want to do well, but i can't find the time to study with all the other schoolwork: tutorials, catching up on the lectures etc etc. I haven't done anything regarding the money i have to collect for CCA, i need to make a trip down to town or somewhere to buy stuff, PW is getting really rushed, i have a lot of personal $ issues that i need to draw out and plan, together with other personal issues (idk self-esteem crap) and the fact that i stupidly sprained my ankle and can't go for training annoys me too, i feel like i'll be really behind when i get back. Idk things just don't really seem to be going very well nowadays, and i can't help but feel like it'll just continue to get worse. ):

I'm going to take a big white blank piece of paper later and plan out everything later.

I don't even know what i want to do now to make myself feel better.